Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Michael Jackson 29/8/58-25/6/09


This drawing was done by Brett, you can guess who it is!

Last night I watched Michael Jackson’s memorial. I was determined to see it and not to get upset in front of my son. Unfortunately that didn’t last long. Brett was sat with me and although I don’t remember the song I grabbed Brett’s arms and started swaying them from side to side. My tears continued when Brooke Shields came on stage and at various places during the service.

My husband asked why I was upset. It’s hard to be specific. I have ‘grown up’ with Michael Jackson and remember being at home poorly when dad brought Thriller home on video to watch. I also recall something else happening and I played ‘Got to be there’ so when I hear that song it invariably gets me teary. For the last six months or so having mistakenly introduced Brett to Thriller he has watched, listened, sang and danced even gone to bed listening to Michael Jackson. I jokingly named him the ‘King of toddler pop’.
He has all the moves :-)

We will continue to appreciate the talent of Michael Jackson and maybe I should just be grateful for being around to experience the genius but I am still sad. Sad that when I was little I thought it was the bees’ knees to grow up and be a pop ‘star’. We were going to be called ‘The Sapphires’. Michael Jackson so we are led to believe had a strict upbringing with very little time for a childhood as we know it and as far as we know the latter part was tarred with allegations, depression, over use of prescription drugs and ultimately his untimely death. Whilst fans the world over were counting down the days till they were about to soak up the whole phenomenon at his ‘This is it’ tour. Well unfortunately for everyone this was it but I am grateful for the small piece of Michael Jackson that I experienced and the piece that may continue on in my son.

‘You touched our heat in different ways. Now we wish you peace and love, always!’

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Circle of Gratitude


What really got me thinking was having watched a recent programme about Michael Jackson just after his death. The programme was filmed before his death but featured some people, some famous, some not commenting on his life and talents. It is such a shame to wait until someone leaves this plane to comment or praise them.

Over twelve months ago, prior to an operation I wrote three letters, one to my mum, dad and life long friend. As it stands they don’t yet have them but I hope they will in the not too distant future. These letters were my opportunity to tell them the things that we sometimes leave it too late to say.

So that is the basis of this blog. What or who are you grateful for?
That is my starting point. If this blog prompts you to write or blog please let me know and I will include a link or if you’d like me to include something you’ve written with a view to sharing it with them or anyone else that stops by please do.